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Hi mii loves , how have yall been ? Zzz my life has been pretty mhm what should i say ? Okay i guess . Too many ups and downs hm .

So , yesterday was my 10th monthly anniversary w Shafiq . Had our dinner at Friday's , hahaha we couldnt stop laughing for some stupid jokes we made hahaha . Then we watched Ngangkung , malay movie haha yeah but seriously its so funny . After the 2 hours movie we watched , we went straight away to Boomtown since Amrin , Ikhwan and Adriz has been waiting for us since god knows when . Hahaha went to Rack , as usual the boys went and play foos . Yadayadayada went to Chanai and Adriz couldnt stop laughing haha i dont know why . Everbody does not know why was he laughing hahahahaha weird . Then Shafiq sent them all back home and went to my house .

Yadayada slept there till 7 pm and went home . I am so fucking bored really , havent been doing a thing since morning except for watching tv , playing w my phone . Oh speaking of my phone , i sold my blackberry to Myra . Hihi stupid right ? But yeah , im just tired of using that phone for some reasons . Seriously , im tired with handphones .

Mhm what more should i write ? Guess i'll update more soon . Haha byebye lovess xx

XX

Hey , I know i havent update my blog since god knows when . My day has just gone worst , yes problems problems problems . So sssuuup ? PMR results are coming out , less than a week i think ? Im not sure what the exact date is but seriously , Im freaking out . Im just scared I might get less than 7A's or 5A's . Seriously .

Wish me luck alrght ? *fingerscrossed

Ive no idea what to write really , haha so I'll just update more later aite ? Hahaha loves xx

♥

We've been through many shits for 8 months 4 days 6 hours and 45 minutes . Hihi , Im glad that we could stay this strong cause Ive never been in a long relationship before . Ive not much things to say here , Im sorry if i hurt you before , I didnt mean to do it . I love you , so much (:

Before its too late

Shafiq invited his bukit saga friends to eat at his house for raya . There was Dzfir , Shaa , Amrin , Ajai and Ikhwan . They ate a lot haha , i ate a bit and sat on the couch and had a nice chat with shafiq's mum haha she's nice . Kay then , shafiq's dad and sister went back . His dad was scary , seriously haha . Everyone said that . Ive never seen his father before :O Dzafir and Sha went back early , then Ajai , Ikhwan and Amrin went back too . Shafiq and i went for some revisions for my PMR at the Hailam Kopitiam . I couldnt really get what Shafiq taught me cause he was like real angry when i couldnt really understand what he is really saying . Hahahaha , then we walked to his house and ate a bit then my mum picked me up .

The next day , i went to school . Yadayada shit happened then i went back . Got into a fight with shafiq then we're okay . Haha im so bored , just finished study my agama . It was real hard, pmr is coming ! Fuckkkkkk this.is.unbelievable. Imma have to sleeeep now , ive school tomorrow . Wait..its 1:38 -.- haha so ive school todayyy haha update more later aite ? byeeee mi lovesss! Xxx.

True friends this is

Syasya Eleena

Youve been through shits with me for 7 years and still going strong . Altthough we fought once , haha yes only once i still love you thouuu :') you're a friend that never fails to make me laugh , never fails to cheer me up when im sad , never not picking up my calls when i really really need you . Although sometimes i cant really understand your stupid jokes hahaha , you're still myy gurlzzz meeeowww :B i remember all the shits we'd done for so many years haha it was hillarious! No matter how rude i was back then when im with you , i still lovezz youzzz chubby boy-stalking partner haha ! ♥ I dont know why am i writing this for youuuu but i think what i wrote up there is what ive kept in my mind for years since we're bestfriends haha omg do i sound so lesbian? HAHA sorry for that but i love you girl!

Shit happens all the time

Im lucky to have you as the person i love the most :')

PMR : 12 Days . I can die .

Zzz

Hey bbyloves! I just got back from shafiq's and i straight away use the computer since nobody is using it and i dont really have the time to use the computer cause my brother's son keeps on using it to play his Go Diego Go shit gamess haha whatever . Okay so my day was like this..wait i forgot -.- zzz *thinking

Okay here it goes , haha mhm went to sunway two days ago , watched the stupidest movie ive ever watched in my entire life , seriously -.- then took a cab to garden , met luqman and his friends there and went to shah alam , blabla shit . Then Iwan and khatib sent shafiq and i at Khulafah ? Khalifah ? Haha i dont really know how does it spelled .

The next morning , we went to Sunway and got ourselves a hot chocolate and tuna sandwich then went back to shafiq's and i slept there since i am so so so tired . Slept at 9 or 10 and woke up at 7pm :O Then i ate with his family , and watched tv yadayada then shafiq sent me home . Haha you shouldnt have read this , this is so boring but since my fingers couldnt stop typing so i just wrote all those shits up there . Haha pmr is really freaking me out , really . I guess i should study right now , will update more soon ! Byeeeee xx

Like OMG , baby

Mohamad Shafiq

Its 14th September already ! Happy 7th monthly anniversary baby , so veryvery the lucky to have you hihi . I love youuuu (:

Pmr ; 3 more weeks

So hey anyone who might be reading this , whatcha up to ? Im just stressed out with the fact that pmr is just another 3 more weeks , i can die seriously . I know im not supposed to think about it that much but 3 weeks ? Fuck . God , please give me 8A's . If you dont love that much , 6 or 7A's would be okay too . Hmm shit . Might be going to subang parade with my boy , getting our paramore tickets ! yaaay us . Haha , oh and i went to star last night with my boy , afie , luqman and khatib . I was so happy for getting a really tight lovelove hugzz from my boy since i didnt get to see him for 3 or 4 days . Im not going to post much today cause i dont really did much things these past few days , so bosan lah my life . Haha so for pmr candidates , dont studyy TOO hard kay ? Give it a rest sometime . I should sleep , i yawned a lot hihi byeeeee lovess xx

I hate myself for losing you

He was camwhoring by himself at my house cause he's cool like that :b hahaha

Hey people ! How was your raya ? :D Mine was full of $$ haha . First day of raya was good , second raya was mhm o.k.a.y . Third day raya was worse .

So i went to asha's place yesterday and it was fun just having a girls girls time , you knoww . Gossip all the way , haha . Oh and anne and i went to 7E and we didnt know it was farfar away and we thought we could walk from asha's then the guard said its veryvery far . So he lent us his bike , then anne and i fell cause we didnt notice there was a black big guard dog on the left side hahaha it was hillarious :p yadayadayada then we went back , then mummy took anne and i at 12 30 .

Today , shafiq and i fought on something i should call..stupid ? yes . It was his fault , yes it was your fault b ahaha im sorry :b we fought , i cried like a baby phft -.- then we kinda sort things out together again . We arez sozz lifelezz haha i knowzz , okay im super super bored .

My raya was not that fun actually without shafiq being here with me . He might be coming back on monday or tuesday , i cant wait , seriously i need to see him a.s.a.p :( My aunty is sleeping here today , yes my house . Thinking about her is last thing in my mind actually but since her face is the only face ive been seeing today so why not talk about her ?

She is my aunty , and i hate her like fuck cause she's a conceited ass . She doesnt care what people think , people in MY house must always follow what she say cause she's my mother's big sister and my mum cant do anything . She talks bad about people a lot , including her family but most of all ME . I dont care if she's my mum's sister or what , but still she's not in my life at all . All always act like i dont know her , like ive never seen her in my life before . Kay lah whatever , talk about her alot makes me want to slapslap her fucking face . Haha

Okay lah , i dont know what to crap anymore . I continue tomorrow kay ? hihi bye bbyloves ! xx

Happy Raya people xx

Sabrina & Ashraf (:

Finally , today's raya ! I went to many houses today. The loud thunder woke me up and i found myself alone in the room. I was too scared so i called my boy, hihi talked with him till 6. Ehe i so love you ;) I wasnt actually looking forward on celebrating raya, i only care about the money ill be getting instead. Hihi i know you guys do too, hee thumbs up! (Y)

Like how people used to do every first day of raya, we apologize, we eat together, people come to our house, wait for the people to go back cause they've been in our house for so long and we've been waiting for the raya money for so long too (im so mean, i know :p), they go back and gave us raya money and other people came and whatever pssshhh haha.

I got hugs by almost everybody in the house hihi , i feel loved tenenene :p okay shut up.

Then we go to other people's house and eat and eat and eat like we never eat before, haha. Then i went to ss19 to visit my sick aunty, poor her i feel like crying when mummy cried and hugged her then everyone started to cry *wipingtears cause my aunty has not been talking for months. Get well soon mamacu! I love youuu (:

Kay then we went back cause abang zaini said he might be coming to our house, so we waited..and waited..finally he arrived! with my two babies, Ashraf and Sabrinaaa. I miss them like crazy! I got a kiss from both of them, it has been 8 months since i last play with them. Omg, i miss i miss :( they've all grown up. I think i should sleep, have to wake up early tomorrow! byeeeee and happy raya bitches xx

I need your hugs , please .

:'(

Tomorrow's raya , jeeez why am i not happy ? C'mon intan ! its raya -_- guess PMR pressures me that much . Its less than a month , OMFG :O I dont feel like raya with anybody , i want to be alone in the room with the phone and the computer with me . Thats fun , okay not . I dont feel like wearing my new kebaya , i dont feel like eating all those ketupat , i dont feel like apologizing , i dont feel like getting duit raya from people , i dont feel raya ! What i feel right now is .. sad ? yes , exactly ! since this is for my mum , ill just do what's best for her (:

I dont know why am i like this , this is not fun . This is b.o.r.i.n.g .

Shafiq and i , we're not as happy as before and idk why . Guess because of what happened last two days ? mhm yeah think so :/ im scared of PMR *wipingtears

I miss last year raya :( raya was suppose to be fun but MY raya is full of tears , urgh fuckkk . Gtg , byeee loves ♥

Look like cash and they all just stare

Hey people , how was your day ? Mine went pretty well . Got off the bed at 10 , this and that this and that get dressed and went to the dentist . Went to Empire then , it was .. heaven ! Bought rings , tops and baju kurung hihi . It has been awhile since i last shop with my mother . Went back as soon as we finish shopping , it was fuckin' hot really . So Raya is just around the corner , im not that excited like how i used to . I was always the one who keeps on bugging my mum to buy the mercun and all , i was the most excited one but this year mehhhh its not my year i guess .

My teeth hurts *ouch

Have you guys watch Step Up3D ? Im certainly inlove with my Adam G. Sevani ! He is to die for , really ! Oh and to you guys who cant fuckin' stop asking me stupid fucking annoying questions at formspring GET A LIFE . Seriously , i maybe not know who you are but seriously . Mind your own business kay ? Thanks .

Ive to go , the brother cant stop pushing me . Cheers ! xx

&*!@ everything

Ive been very busy lately , PMR is just around the corner . Time is really freaking me out , seriously . I have doctor and dentist appointment tomorrow , my mum's friends is coming , this and that and this , all in one freaking day . I just dont have time to rest in this ramadhan month , everyone would be like "Intan , could you take that for me ?" Intan that , Intan this . Its so annoying !

My life is so miserable , i have a mum who couldnt stop asking me to do that and this and that . I have a brother who dont really comes back home , i have a sister that couldnt stop yelling and i have a boyfriend who always think he's right . I wish i could be like those girls out there who particularly have everything , I WISH .

I hate everything ,

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MY GOD , GET OUT OF MY HEAD .

Morons

I hate to wait , seriously .

Kiss and tell

Had funn really . Had my Opening with shafiq , myra , ena , faiz , allia and the others . They laughed a lot :O Haha , since yesterday was Dee's birthday so we threw flour all over her behind Star and she was all like "Babiii laaah koraaanggg" haha so cute . Shafiq wanted to go back but we're out of money really then Aleeey came and we had a small chat and he sent him home , he brought me cause he doesnt really know shah alam's directions and all mehhhh haha . Then he sent home , thats all think . Its not that important anywayzz , just some craps . Im just so bored , hee nanight xx

(Y)

I just watched Keeping Up With The Kardashians , the show is ze bomb ! Kay whatever , i was like watching it and my Aunty started to talk..

A : Are they for real ?

Me : Of course they are ! Why ? All this while youve been watching it with me , you think they're not reaal ? ( I started to laugh )

A : Ye lah , i thought they were making a story or what .

Me : Aunty ni kan , they have camera-man all over their places just to show people what have they been doing all this time lah ! Apa benda lah Aunty ni

Hahaha yes lah (Y) My day went mhm not-so-well , as you can read on my previous posts . Imma have to go down since shafiq is almost here , gonna update more soon byeeeee ♥

Things keep changing

You barely talk to me since you have a new friend of yours , you once told me that im gonna forget you once i have a boyfriend but the fact is i dont and thing now is that you areee . Nice one "friend" (Y)

Life is like a crazy ride , nothing is guaranteed

Everything seems falling apart , yes everything . I dont think im good enough for you , i dont even earn your trust and why are we still toegther ? Whyare we still loving each other ? Why am i still inlove with you ? Why am i still obsessed with you eventhough i dont earn your trust . Im trying to make an amends here and you're not helping at all . I just wish im good enough for you :/

To die for

Mummy mummy , can i get a rabbit or a cat for my birthday present please instead of a new phone ? I would die to get one of those :(

Lots of lovee

When i see you , i see stars . When i hug you , i feel like im in heaven with you .

I love you so much , you're just something i cant find in this whole universe .

I love you mohamad shafiq , i really do :')

Was right all along

I dont think ill blog much in this post . So mhm , yesterday was me and shafiq's 6th monthly ann . Didnt really celebrate it , im not going to elaborate it all here . Had been working hard catching up for agama since im poor in agama ughh . Im still not satisfied with the government that there's no PMR next yearrr :[]

Life's been pretty hard for me really , too many downs urgh . No one could have imagine how my life is nowadays . Pretty suck i think . Went for ice skating with my boy haha it was hillarious . You wouldnt have imagine how he , i mean we fell . Bought a ring and an eyeliner since we've not enough money to buy things that i planned to buy . Aiyerrr .

Was suppose to be sleeping by now , but im not sleeeepy . I was but not now , i hate when i was real sleepy back then , and like when i reach home those kind of feeling kinda disappears . Urgh hate it hate it .

Googling some weird stuffs , i guess i am a weird person am i ? Hahaha retarded personnnnnnnnnnn . I think i neeed to sleeep laah , things will get worst later , update more loves xx

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Thats Amir my brother's son , hihi love you boyyy :( Too bad he left to Johor already aiyerr

Sorry for not updating my blog , im not that active on blogspot really . Today was pretty tiring , went to Usj 20 with shafiq and the others and i was all fucked up there . Took a cab to carlos with shafiq and adriz , waited like an idiot for hours there for syamil . Went back at 2 , and im still awake till now aiyerr .

I dont really have much to say here really haha , i dont even whats the motive writing those up there ahaha im just so bored . Gonna update more byeee lovee :D

Death is easy , life is hard

Deleted my previous posts . Decided to start a new blog , the old one kinda reminds me of old stuffs . Fasting month just started , everything went well but im not fasting today since im having a fever hihi i can eat with the kids :b bohoo you guys . Didn't go to the surau yet , ee cant wait to meet Yaya ! Just got into a fight with mum , its hard to explain it here . I probably couldnt stop swearing which annoys them a lot .

Life is full of ups and downs , mine is currently focusing on down . There's always a fight between me and shafiq , almost everyday . Even a small thing can cause a fight , its just not making any sense . This is so fucked up . Didnt wake up for sahur for two days straight , but im not hungry/thirsty at all . Mehh haha .

Iwas suppose to watch the meteor shower this 3 in the morning but i was too sleepy , so i missed it . Brother from Johor Bharu came last two days and they're going back today , hmm didnt really have the chance to hang out with them . Haih , my first brother got a blackberry from his friend , lucky him . He gets everything that he wanted , BMW check , big house check , Blackberry check , too many to list ehehe . It annoys me a lot , but he inspires me . PMR is getting nearer ! OMG im scared and kinda ecstatic :D Oh and just found out there's no PMR next year for the form 3 students , how stupid can that be ? -.- Stupid Malaysia .

Yesterday , hmm i had a rough day . Everything seems falling apart . Fuck everything . I better get going since Amir couldnt stop bragging to play Car Games -.- Hahaha byeeee .