&*!@ everything

Ive been very busy lately , PMR is just around the corner . Time is really freaking me out , seriously . I have doctor and dentist appointment tomorrow , my mum's friends is coming , this and that and this , all in one freaking day . I just dont have time to rest in this ramadhan month , everyone would be like "Intan , could you take that for me ?" Intan that , Intan this . Its so annoying !

My life is so miserable , i have a mum who couldnt stop asking me to do that and this and that . I have a brother who dont really comes back home , i have a sister that couldnt stop yelling and i have a boyfriend who always think he's right . I wish i could be like those girls out there who particularly have everything , I WISH .

I hate everything ,

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MY GOD , GET OUT OF MY HEAD .

Morons

I hate to wait , seriously .

Kiss and tell

Had funn really . Had my Opening with shafiq , myra , ena , faiz , allia and the others . They laughed a lot :O Haha , since yesterday was Dee's birthday so we threw flour all over her behind Star and she was all like "Babiii laaah koraaanggg" haha so cute . Shafiq wanted to go back but we're out of money really then Aleeey came and we had a small chat and he sent him home , he brought me cause he doesnt really know shah alam's directions and all mehhhh haha . Then he sent home , thats all think . Its not that important anywayzz , just some craps . Im just so bored , hee nanight xx

(Y)

I just watched Keeping Up With The Kardashians , the show is ze bomb ! Kay whatever , i was like watching it and my Aunty started to talk..

A : Are they for real ?

Me : Of course they are ! Why ? All this while youve been watching it with me , you think they're not reaal ? ( I started to laugh )

A : Ye lah , i thought they were making a story or what .

Me : Aunty ni kan , they have camera-man all over their places just to show people what have they been doing all this time lah ! Apa benda lah Aunty ni

Hahaha yes lah (Y) My day went mhm not-so-well , as you can read on my previous posts . Imma have to go down since shafiq is almost here , gonna update more soon byeeeee ♥

Things keep changing

You barely talk to me since you have a new friend of yours , you once told me that im gonna forget you once i have a boyfriend but the fact is i dont and thing now is that you areee . Nice one "friend" (Y)

Life is like a crazy ride , nothing is guaranteed

Everything seems falling apart , yes everything . I dont think im good enough for you , i dont even earn your trust and why are we still toegther ? Whyare we still loving each other ? Why am i still inlove with you ? Why am i still obsessed with you eventhough i dont earn your trust . Im trying to make an amends here and you're not helping at all . I just wish im good enough for you :/

To die for

Mummy mummy , can i get a rabbit or a cat for my birthday present please instead of a new phone ? I would die to get one of those :(

Lots of lovee

When i see you , i see stars . When i hug you , i feel like im in heaven with you .

I love you so much , you're just something i cant find in this whole universe .

I love you mohamad shafiq , i really do :')

Was right all along

I dont think ill blog much in this post . So mhm , yesterday was me and shafiq's 6th monthly ann . Didnt really celebrate it , im not going to elaborate it all here . Had been working hard catching up for agama since im poor in agama ughh . Im still not satisfied with the government that there's no PMR next yearrr :[]

Life's been pretty hard for me really , too many downs urgh . No one could have imagine how my life is nowadays . Pretty suck i think . Went for ice skating with my boy haha it was hillarious . You wouldnt have imagine how he , i mean we fell . Bought a ring and an eyeliner since we've not enough money to buy things that i planned to buy . Aiyerrr .

Was suppose to be sleeping by now , but im not sleeeepy . I was but not now , i hate when i was real sleepy back then , and like when i reach home those kind of feeling kinda disappears . Urgh hate it hate it .

Googling some weird stuffs , i guess i am a weird person am i ? Hahaha retarded personnnnnnnnnnn . I think i neeed to sleeep laah , things will get worst later , update more loves xx

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Thats Amir my brother's son , hihi love you boyyy :( Too bad he left to Johor already aiyerr

Sorry for not updating my blog , im not that active on blogspot really . Today was pretty tiring , went to Usj 20 with shafiq and the others and i was all fucked up there . Took a cab to carlos with shafiq and adriz , waited like an idiot for hours there for syamil . Went back at 2 , and im still awake till now aiyerr .

I dont really have much to say here really haha , i dont even whats the motive writing those up there ahaha im just so bored . Gonna update more byeee lovee :D

Death is easy , life is hard

Deleted my previous posts . Decided to start a new blog , the old one kinda reminds me of old stuffs . Fasting month just started , everything went well but im not fasting today since im having a fever hihi i can eat with the kids :b bohoo you guys . Didn't go to the surau yet , ee cant wait to meet Yaya ! Just got into a fight with mum , its hard to explain it here . I probably couldnt stop swearing which annoys them a lot .

Life is full of ups and downs , mine is currently focusing on down . There's always a fight between me and shafiq , almost everyday . Even a small thing can cause a fight , its just not making any sense . This is so fucked up . Didnt wake up for sahur for two days straight , but im not hungry/thirsty at all . Mehh haha .

Iwas suppose to watch the meteor shower this 3 in the morning but i was too sleepy , so i missed it . Brother from Johor Bharu came last two days and they're going back today , hmm didnt really have the chance to hang out with them . Haih , my first brother got a blackberry from his friend , lucky him . He gets everything that he wanted , BMW check , big house check , Blackberry check , too many to list ehehe . It annoys me a lot , but he inspires me . PMR is getting nearer ! OMG im scared and kinda ecstatic :D Oh and just found out there's no PMR next year for the form 3 students , how stupid can that be ? -.- Stupid Malaysia .

Yesterday , hmm i had a rough day . Everything seems falling apart . Fuck everything . I better get going since Amir couldnt stop bragging to play Car Games -.- Hahaha byeeee .