:'(

Tomorrow's raya , jeeez why am i not happy ? C'mon intan ! its raya -_- guess PMR pressures me that much . Its less than a month , OMFG :O I dont feel like raya with anybody , i want to be alone in the room with the phone and the computer with me . Thats fun , okay not . I dont feel like wearing my new kebaya , i dont feel like eating all those ketupat , i dont feel like apologizing , i dont feel like getting duit raya from people , i dont feel raya ! What i feel right now is .. sad ? yes , exactly ! since this is for my mum , ill just do what's best for her (:

I dont know why am i like this , this is not fun . This is b.o.r.i.n.g .

Shafiq and i , we're not as happy as before and idk why . Guess because of what happened last two days ? mhm yeah think so :/ im scared of PMR *wipingtears

I miss last year raya :( raya was suppose to be fun but MY raya is full of tears , urgh fuckkk . Gtg , byeee loves ♥