Life is like a crazy ride , nothing is guaranteed

Everything seems falling apart , yes everything . I dont think im good enough for you , i dont even earn your trust and why are we still toegther ? Whyare we still loving each other ? Why am i still inlove with you ? Why am i still obsessed with you eventhough i dont earn your trust . Im trying to make an amends here and you're not helping at all . I just wish im good enough for you :/